Monday, September 21, 2009
One word describes it all.
Complicated
Dam sian dao, things just been banging into you when you least expect and want them.
Note to self, stay optimistic. One day it'll probably work out. Probably. Start with sorting things out, especially your own emotions and shoot down the dumb ones. Thinking about her does not make things better, but you gotta straighten yourself out first before thinking further.
Sian, today whole day rain then whole day flu+study chem = fking sian and screwed up.
Enough said, time for econs. Promos in 21 days, market structure test in 2 days. Alot more things to study, especially econs. Shuang dao~~
shoot! 10:37 PM
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Sian, suddenly urge to pen/type/text etc here on this dead little thing.
One thing I've learnt in jc. LIFE IS SIAN...zz
Everyday,
1. Wake up 5.40am-ish.
2. Bathe, leave house by 6.10-ish to attempt to catch the 6.08-ish bus >.>.
3. Miss bus and take the 6.20-ish bus instead.
4. Meet anwar and arif, take bus to school.
5. Lectures/tutorials entire day.
6. Reach home at 5+ unless something pops up.
7. Try my best to study, usually failing in the process.
8. Rinse and repeat for the next day.
Talk about routined. Life is sian...
For the past 1-2 weeks, everyday would come home first thing is to work on my PI. Stupid PI, 6% or so of total PW but took up more than needed of my time. Hours and hours of work thrown into that stupid crap. At least its over, handed it in on friday. One of the worst part was drawing of pictures, must have spent a total of at least 6-7 hours on paint to draw the freaking pictures.
What's more, i regret being lazy to get new ink for my printer. Had to bring thumbdrive and printPI in school. BAD IDEA. Super long queue, made worse by the stupid f*ggots who decided to hog the line by plugging in their thumbdrive and do lots of last minute editting to their PI before deciding to print. One guy actually took 10-20mins before finally printing his stupid PI. Just because of that I missed 2 lectures by queueing up. Just great..
School life isn't that great as well. I've officially lost my initial spark of enthusiasm and am having trouble even scraping back tiny pieces of it. Sigh, losing interaction with most people le. Eg. OG mates, leo club mates, even some classmates. Somehow i feel like i'm going back under a rock all over again...and starting to revert back to the other me little by little...F***School is just so different from secondary. Now it feels quite individual le, no more spoonfeeding as seen from PW and also no geraldo kinda frens ._.
Now it's only going to get worse. JCT's are coming up soon. GP/econs = sure fail. ther subjs may not score well, time is very restricted now. After JCT is Alevel oral for chinese. Then pw gets more intensive and must mug for EOY le. During EOY still got pw preparing oral presentation, doing that while studying for EOY. Just great... Not to mention you still have to worry about passing GP.
Bottomline:
JC IS SIAN.
I could keep talking about how sian JC is...but let's stop that.
Leo Club: Very very inactive, the latest activity that was pretty important was leo camp. At least that was interesting. Lol, playing with frens concentration under the stars to end off the camp after a bbq. Funn.
Also, I'm in Free Tuition Scheme(FTS). I'm supposed to tutor a pri 6 girl for her subjects with hopes of helping her improve and prepare for her PSLE. Oh boy, i'm supposed to teach her chinese. GG lol. Lucky her chinese already quite decent, don't need me to teach. So far only met her twice and taught quite abit. Next week's her exams, wish her the best of luck.
Muay Thai: Still quite alright i guess? But i'm starting to lose interest since i have to go all the way to clarke quey because we're lacking members. Decided not to take part in competition as I probably won't be able to make it for training during june holiday with other stuff to do. Worst part is having to do muay thai with only 3-4 hours of sleep each day. That's very tiring.
Girls: Just decided to add in this section for kicks. Very tired now so anything goes. No, I must not try to go after any girl for now, especially since JC is kinda stressful with all the studying going on. Hence the need for the reminder in my pm, Girls are scary ><. What am i supposed to do then? sigh.. PS:This isn't meant to be offensive to girls, its just a reminder to myself.
General school: School without the studying part is alright. Talking with anwar and arif most of the time now and finding myself less and less surrounded by 3-7 girls at once. Would randomly start saying "siew siew siew siew.....rasengan / *makes hand signs* chhhhhhhh....chidori / *stretches arm* ban, kai. Tensa zangetsu / other random anime reference". Can't help it, its the only way to keep me sane, though its kinda ironic. The chem lecturer is also quite funny, in that I'd somehow find some mistake and have the urge to slam the table and shout "Objection!" like in phoenix wright.
OH, I'd like to dedicate one paragraph to this one person. *prepares sniper rifle*. Brian. *fires*. He's rather irritating? He would just randomly jut in to a conversation if nearby with his views, though sometimes it creates a "I don't care you know?" response in others. There was even one time when he went around asking people if they wore skinny jeans, and that he liked skinny jeans. I was like.."ok...wtf..? random much?" I'm just glad he's not in my pw group, and many others would agree as well. Good luck alvina/jireh/kimmie/shariff. You'd probably need it.
My current state of mind: non-constant. I'd be happy-go-lucky at one moment(though this hasn't happened for a while) to depressed to sianed to angry. There's only one thing to blame. Stupid JC life. zz.
Sigh, guess i should be sleeping soon. Almost 2am already, though that's already my normal sleeping time ._. Gdnitex then, whoever's reading this.
shoot! 1:01 AM
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Ah well, another post again i guess?
Current situation : Holidays are almost ending.
There's been a lot of holiday homework and I've been trying my best to complete it. It's hard to finish homework during holidays =\.
I've got
1. Chinese worksheet+read chinese chapter+study for test.
2. Research some "stuff" for "self-interest".
left. Ah..sian.
Anyway, been slacking a lot recently. Went to NUS on thursday to learn more about what is available. Kinda boring at certain parts, fell asleep right in front of the speaker ._. But it guess it was alright overall, lots of free refreshments every now and then =D. After that went to vivo with sheena and sonia =). Watched coming soon, quite alright scary and story wise i guess. Ain't gonna post pics. And sheena if you are reading this, don't post the act cute pic. It's dam paiseh >.>.
Friday there was class outing, but couldn't make it =\. Breakfast was meet at 10am but i overslept. Then later went to polyclinic to get my ears checked, got referred to hospital for a more detailed checkup soon. Ah well, hope i don't end up having to wear hearing aids. When i registered, I didn't have my IC with me, so the lady was very stubborn about putting as PR unless i can show my IC. Had to go back home just to get my IC to show her. Later when labels were printed to paste onto my contact card, I was printed as Female, what the heck ._.
Sigh, i don't wanna go back to school again >.<. And it's hard staying optimistic =\.
Cute picture? xD.
shoot! 9:33 PM
Saturday, March 07, 2009
Revival of the dead!! o.o. Ah, figured i should update this blog again. Let's give a rundown of what's happened in the past few months.
1. I had a job =D.
Worked as a waiter for banquet as stated previously. Until around 1 week or so after Olevel results.
Work was terrible >.>Sibei sian de. Keep on serve people i feel like sometimes when serving halfway i could just fall asleep. Then quite scary also when cutting the fish. Later make a mistake then cham liao. Even worse if end up spilling stuff on customers, must end up paying for whatever you spilled on.
I broke 2-3 plates xD. Luckily not in the ballroom, inside the kitchen heng heng.
However,
I made new and good friends ^^. Seemed like almost everyone was waiting for o's as well. Total amount earned also wasn't too bad, 1k+ =).
2. I got back O's.
Managed to score quite well for o levels.
English : A2
Chinese : B4
EMaths,Amaths,biology, chemistry,physics,combined humanities : A1
L1R5 = 7 - 2 = 5.
Omg, English A2. From my normal of C6, sibei tyco sia? xD
Combined humanities..stupid geog and ss, mug and mug and mug. Then exam time vomit out all the information that i memorised.
Studied first 2 themes and globalisation for ss, 5 chapters in total. Studied the model essays provided, thanks miss neo ^^. Zz, memorised 20 or 30+ essays word for word. >.<>.>. Think i remember writing until 5 pages or so altogether. Humanites = 2.4km hand sprint.
3. I played in playground all the way in tiong bahru. Not going to reveal much on this section xD.
4. I'm in jc.
Yeap, managed to get into tjc. But a little lonely though, most others went to mjc. Ah well, hope for the best in this school, make new friends etc. etc.
5. There was jc orientation.
This one was alright. There were lots and lots of games, the main one i can think of now is some flour game. You gotta run to a cone, turn 5 rounds around it then run to a tray of water. Dip your face in the water then go over the a tray of flour. Use your mouth and search for mentos xD. Oh boy, that one the station master push my face into the flour. Whole face kena until dam jialat, even into my nose a bit >.>.
Got other games which involved holding hands ._. One of them was since number of girls in my group > guys, every guy must hold hand with girls. So paiseh sia >.<. Everyday, one part of the orientation we would dance for maybe 1 hour. Only the last day was couple dance. First day i couldn't get the dance + I was extremely closed up = I stood there and stared at others. Next day got quite hyper, then after that down again. Its like on and off sia.
Last day was the most paiseh leh. My partner was serene, ah dancing with a girl is just too embarrassing >.>. I wonder how squall pulled it off... I was like, i didn't like to hold people hands cause got sweaty palms. So my first question to her was "Do you have sweaty palms?" ._. In the end the dance was okok, a bit funny though cause she kept forgetting the steps.
End of second last day of orientation we danced at suntec city. Now and then got buses with tourists coming by and we wave to them lol. In the end I ended up dancing with a different partner. Sorry serene >.<. Last day of orientation we had Onight. There was a lot of events for that, games and shows etc. I realise i was playing a lot of mind games during orientation sia xD. Wanna try? ^^
6. Angel and mortal
TJC had some kind of event thingy for valentine day. I'm somebody's angel and somebody else is my angel. Then we're supposed to give gifts to our mortals. Wasn't really bothered to give my mortal something though, weird for guy to give guy imo. o.O. Thanks angel =D.
7. Now school begins.
Everyday there's lectures and tutorials, sibei sian. Econs is kinda hard to swallow, then hope can make it for the first test next week. There's also chemistry next week and the stuff now are kinda hard le. Quite indepth.
Hope I can cope >.<.
8. PDP(Peronsal development something) a.k.a. CCA.
I'm in leo club ^^. Ok lar, at first i joined cause i couldn't find anything else interesting. Now i'm hoping i can develop an interest in helping people. Basically, leo club = voluntary help CCA. We would join for schemes like tutioning etc. Also, I'm in muay thai SIG(student interest group) ^^. Any TJC-ians(prefably J1) wanna join? >.<. Ah, was turned down my floorball cause i put as second choice >.>. Ah well.
And that brings me to today. Went all the way to bishan just do pw, which we ended up slacking. Ah...oh well.
Btw, I have a new experiment liao ^^. Goal : To become optimistic. (Ps: I'm not changing the blogskin anytime soon despite the goal, I'm lazy xD)
9. SM2 scholar
To kickstart this new goal, I signed up for this SM2 scholar thingy. For 2 weeks, i buddy with a china scholar and show him around school, bring him with me for lessons etc. Seems quite ok i guess, its good for portfolio as well ^^.
Me and my scholar xD,(I'm only doing this pose for fun >.>)
School is dead boring o.O
I like noodles xD.
My scholar looks ok right? Lol. His chinese is like dam qiang sia, study physics in chinese also. Scary ><.
Ah well, better get going soon. Dam late le.
shoot! 11:23 PM
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Slight update.
Currently, holiday period. Waiting for O'lvl results, probably out mid january.
Although I prefer to only think about it once i actually get my results, my preference is mjc.
I've been working recently, as a waiter for the past week or so. Not bad ba i think, not as good as other places at 6/hr but at least working with friends. Got geraldo, mingfeng and weechong, good le ba.
Working as waiter..
Basically serve people, emphasising 60% on drink service and 40% on food. Working is dam sian de, minimum time slots are at least 5hours but 5hours de pay is like so pathetic. Work OT also dam sian, become must set up tables etc for next day's stuff. Then usually will kena scolding + overshot by 1-2 hours. From supposed to end at 2am extend till 4am.
Dam sian. If work more than 6hours, they will deduct 45mins for "break time" although their break is usually 20mins or so.
Suan le, at least got money ba. No pain no gain.
Goal : Earn 500-600 this month.
May be going over to eoy this sat with daniel to see see.
shoot! 1:43 AM
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
Oh yeah, I managed to find the lyrics to the show which i was talking about in october 2006 xD. The show is "love on the rocks".
The meaning of flowers.
一朵代表唯一
两朵代表二人世界
三朵代表我爱你
四朵代表海誓山盟
五朵代表无怨无悔
六朵代表称心如意
七朵代表无尽祝福
八朵代表请你原谅
九朵代表天长地久
十朵代表十全十美
十一朵代表一心一意
十二朵是代表心心相印
One stem means Only One
Two means A World of Two People
Three means I Love You
Four means Undying Promise
Five means No Regrets
Six means Happiness and Satisfaction
Seven means Endless Good Wishes
Eight means Please Forgive Me
Nine means Eternity
Ten means Perfection
Eleven means One Heart, One Mind
Twelve means Heart to Heart
Woots. Managed to see the show again, 2 years after I first saw it xD.
Anyway, so far almost all the olevels are over. So far amaths/emaths, bio,chem,phy, EGEOG, english, SOCIAL STUDIES are all over. ^^ Well, paper 2 for the 3 sciences anyway. Left paper 1s.
I feel so shiock liao. Can start to relax again. ^^. Anyway, back to games.
shoot! 12:35 PM
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Post number : 73.
Bored here, so guess I should update this bloggie once more. Recently we had our prelims, teachers' day and now results are out already.
Very sian sia, everyday must keep studying and studying. Every subject except physics is must the day before quickly study some chapters which i totally didn't touch yet. Bio was worst, studied until 3am xD.
The day before bio exam didn't even touch the last 3 chapters yet and at 12.30am i had to recap all the infront chapters. 1.30am officially started revising last chapter and ended at 3am =x.
Had to sms nikki to bring red bull later, need some sugars first before taking the bio prelims with only 2 hours of sleep. Weird though, the moment i woke up my mind was already in a middle of biology thoughts. I think i dreamt of biology sia o.O. Was only until i was in the middle of bathing then i realised that what i was mumbling to myself about biology didn't make sense at all. Guess everybody needs a can of red bull every now and then.
The rest also quite cham to study, but the most was slept at 1-2am. Wa sian SS, almost whole class studied Venice at least. I started Venice 2 days before ss prelim. Well, more of one day, i only started 2 days before but at 11pm. Squeezed in all of Venice within one day, ouch. Quite a lot of people also studied Venice nia eg. Geraldo. I studied governance in sg, healthcare and all of sec 4 topics. Then dam sad ss prelim seq section ask about healthcare, gulf war and globalisation. Geraldo gg liao sia lol. Was hard for me also, all 3 i studied then dno what to choose. Zz..
Emaths and Amaths were..wow. Emaths had quite some traps here and there, and i fell for one of them..TT. At least i didn't fall for one of them, was like last time primary school modals we need to know the difference between "as much as" and "more than". Apparantly whole level only me and somebody from 4/1 supposed to be correct but teachers accepted both answers, probably lazy to change the whole levels' marks.
Amaths paper 1 was decent, but my double checking make my correct answer wrong..TT. Paper 2 was a bloodbath, very challenging and tricky. Made too many careless mistakes zz.
Well, guess i should post my results then.
English : 64/110=58%
Chinese : N.A.
SS : 33/50
EGeog: 39/50
=> C.H. = 72%
Emaths : 79/80 + 98/100 = 98%
Amaths : 76/80 + 93/100 = 94%
Biology : 38/40 + 58.5/80 = 80%
Chem : 38/40 + 67/80 = 88%
Physics : 36/40 + 65/80 = 84%
L1R5 = 11
Almost got 38 thrice for all 3 sciences though. If kena then is like scolding me le o.O. Then the teacher still go flash the top marks for all 3 sciences on screen, sian. Oh well, now I gotta find a way to buck up english at least. It's another 38 or so more days until olevels, die liao.
Oh yeah, as for teachers' day, was quite ok I guess. But I was still recovering leh, sore throat then cannot most of the food sia. TT. Some look very nice but need resist temptation. zz.
Anyway, for pictures can look at class blog*points to links*(i.e. 4th heart of current template)
Will just post a few of the pictures here though.
This pic was so scary the first time i saw it o.O.
Anyway, guess that's that for now. Lazy to post for a while le ba. Until the next time...
shoot! 12:13 PM
